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* Friday, October 31, 2008 *
2day had training again
walao
damn sian lar
ate mac for breakfast
then help mum vacuum floor
then ate lunch
then went for cca
had drills 1st
damn sianx lar
a bit hiong.....
nth to say
then changed into YGB
then changed back into full u
then back into YGB again!
coz tze sian nvr bring form
WTF lars
then got selected for BK
quite sian
didn't want to go in
had another selection
but dunno the results
then had tok cok session with jackson sir
took our bags
de-brief
and then dismiss
borrowed ball from stall
went to play soccer with junior oso
then play and laugh
scored like 4?
ai ya
coz anyhow play de
now still considering whether to go BK a not
coz stay at home very sian
then those unsporty ppl dun wanna play sports
wanna play comp everyday
NERDs!
anw i have no right to say them
so......
haix
tink i am going BK.....

AND ANW....
Happy birthday Kianhow!
HAPPY HALLOWEEN everyone!
Early happy birthday to SEAN!


I am who I am.
7:51 PM
* Wednesday, October 29, 2008 *
2day had training.....
sianz....
but luckily no needa fall in in FULL U!
Whew!
et all of them there
then chatted for a while
then fall in
took attenddance put bags
then jackson sir ask me take part in carrom comp. with hh again
lols
had drills
learnt a new drill
hmm....
at first everyone like damn stunned
then like anyhow do
lols
then after tt more familiar
then they go hiong us
water break
more drills
then water break
then PT
i fall out
coz stomach pain
xP
then ltr join back in
ran 2 rounds
then like run 1 round
3/4 of the squad like stop there and rest coz sir dunno go where
then fake what casualty
lols
then went fitness corner
do some activities
SLACKED!
then briefing
got selected for ABC race....
last yr actually got de
budden cancel
lols
hope this yr cancel oso
then de-brief
dismiss
play some wad hand and foot ball game
must throw in the trolley we "found"
haha
then push the trolley around
then saw the sec 1s pushing levine
lols
then want to make them stop
so fake them ma'am over there
then really over there lehs
lols
went back with andre and angus
2moro collecting streaming results....
after tt maybe playing bball
hope more ppl can play lar.....
bb for now!


I am who I am.
7:31 PM
* Saturday, October 25, 2008 *
went for carrom comp with hh coz no one want to go
met him at RI bus stop
then walk in
saw those De Yi ppl
so went in with them
then they busy looking at the board
then we kinda like ps them and walk in
found the building damn fast lar
then register
went in and practise carrom
play play play
then real de le
wah.....
a bit nervous
but still play lar
1st round got 8 pts
then 2nd round oso 8 pts
last round got 4 pts!
WTF!
1st and 2nd round on 1 table
then 3rd round on another table
maybe the 1st table was my lucky table??
went into the other room for prize presentation
surprised tt we got thrid!
lols
and we were 3 pts away from 2nd
and 5 pts away from 1st!
damn close lar!
walao
but anw
happy we get 3rd!
went home
mum, dad and bro quite shocked
lols
haha
my 1st medal.....
hmmm
read book
then ate mac
then went to my cousin's house to play WII!
damn fun.....
watched manutd match a bit oso
manutd damn lan in 2nd half lar....
damn lucky they nvr get beaten....
HOPE they can WAKE UP!
ok.....
tt's all for today!


I am who I am.
10:42 PM
* Friday, October 24, 2008 *
Helped mum vacuum the floor this morning
then left home with mum
went to plaza sing
to meet siang wei, bryan, theo, sean and kianhow
then mum went to shop
saw SW, bryan, theo and sean there
then ask them where is kianhow
then they say he is still at bishan
-_-
walked arnd the food shops
all damn crowded
so decided to go to food court
also crowded
but very fast found seat le
then got 1 women put her bag on the chair
so we juz take the remaining space of the table
then dunno y she come back then move to another table
lols
scared of us?
eat chicken rice
asked for chicken breast
budden the auntie go give me the wing
WTF?
then SW go and buy egg pancake
after tt kianhow came
then he go buy western food
same as theo and bryan
and the whole time they were toking abt WT
and i nvr play
so like sit there and stone.....
then went to play arcade
they play some ball game
must shoot the ball at the target
then SW always shoot at the person not supposed to shoot
then minus points
lols
then kianhow adn theo play time crisis 4
lols
and theo got killed like 2 times in like 1 min
then i and kianhow play PES 2008
then dunno y cannot use the controller
so like anyhow play
lols
but i scored a goal!
then win him 1-0
looked for SW, theo and bryan
then bryan and kianhow play X-Men VS street fighters
kianhow spam spam spam
then own bryan
lols
walked to Cathay
then bought the tickets
bought ice lemon tea
watched Max Payne
erm.....
dun understand the story
abt some kind of imagination or wad
which kills ppl
and the devil which looked like some BIRD
lols
then i sean and bryan like want to sleep like tt lar....
went to play lan after tt
WTF
kena scam
want to play CZ
budden lan dunno y cannot connect
then play DOTA
damn fuck lar
we dunno how to play
then kena OWN!
played 2 rounds....
damn fast end lar
then watch sean and theo play generals
then left
took MRT with bryan and sean
WTF
we waited till 3 trains came by
coz super crowded
then on the train eat fries
=)
tok abt chalet
then alighted at Braddell
and walk home
2day damn waste money lar
shld have watched HSM 3!!!
haiz....
Hope chalet can come quickly
and the time we spent in chalet can go slowly....
IF only lar....
ok
bb!


I am who I am.
7:58 PM
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I am who I am.
12:12 PM
* Thursday, October 23, 2008 *
Wednesday
went to school
damn sian
do nth again..........
after school got training
even more sian......
pumped 80 out of the 120 we were supposed to pump coz of those tt nvr hand in report
WTF lars
then do chin ups
whew
tough.....
then did hanging in the chin up bar
given 2 tries
then bryan nicholas and jeremy drop
haix
then got forfeit
either run 6 rounds in 13 min
OR
swing from one end of the chin up bar to the other end
chose the 2nd one
coz i hate running!
did 3 rounds of swinging
damn pain lar
all thx to bryan
cannot do then have to help him
and clayton got a big blister.....
then did drills
the timing was sucky man
haix.....
PT again
run 2 rounds
did commando push-ups
and crunches
also completed our remaining 40 push-ups
we do 30 le then they ask us do 30 counts of 8 jumping jacks for remaining 10
WTF!!!
had briefing for holiday training
SIAN!
stoned in school
and kena forced to join the fun olympics CRAP on sat
went back with andre and angus

Last DAY OF School
2day was the last day of school for me
feelings of sadness and happiness
haix.........
mixed feelings
did nth as usual
had a talk abt sec 3 camp and PE stuff
and prize presentation
then had some stupid last IT session of the year
went for recess
signed a card for bryan
then after recess
JT came in and ask us to stop watching movie
and confiscated lander's DS coz ken played it
then keep hearing Mr ee kpkb
then finally release results
well......
was a bit disappointed with myself
going to talk a little abt it

Eng => 64 / B4 (ARH!!!!! FuCK IT MAN!)
HCL => 70 / A2 (damn friggin lucky! Whew!)
Geog => 75 / A1 (Haiz....expected better results!)
Sci => 80 / A1 (all thx to the stupid SPA tt i get so low!)
Maths => 92 / A1 (Quite satisfied!)
Average => 76.8 / A1 (lots and lots and lots of improvement needed!)
Class position => 4th (expected better but yea.....)
Level position => 38 / 333
results are not everything
they are only numbers......
feel quite sad lar
gonna leave my frens
damn saddening......
its like we have been with each other for 2 years or so......
=(
but there are chances tt we will be in the same class in sec 3 so......
lets hope so!
play bball
ran a lot
damn tired lar
then play soccer
then got some whitley girls join in
quite pro lar they
maybe coz they girl then dun dare to tackle them
haha
left and went to eat
eat and talk
our last few times
so must tong4 quai4 de4 talk
went home after tt

Still feeling quite sad
perhaps i need a few days to stop my emo-ing
and stop crying over split milk
haix.......
goodbye to all my frens!
I will MISS U ALL!
I FUCKIN LOVE 2-5!
U own BABY!

Looks like it gonna end here
There is no more chance or hope anymore
for me to say those words to you
but i wish u well
and maybe sometime ltr
fate will bring us back together
PERHAPS........
and i will always rmb u
for i do really love u......


I am who I am.
4:24 PM
* Saturday, October 18, 2008 *
Friday
watched ARMY DAZE for first 3 periods in pri sch hall
lols
damn funny lar
watch many times le
the hall was like damn hot lar
then they nvr on air con.....
watched TRANSFORMERS after recess
while i listen to hy's ipod for a very very short while
then went to IT
sian......
continued watching transformers for LE period
then packed up
went for lunch
changed for NPCC
had UI
didn't pump although my swimming badge was BRONZE....
WTF lar
feel like painting it silver man!
learnt the slow march drill which we learnt in BK
then my boot's soles were like COMING OFF.....
lols
taught another grp slow march or rather i taught hy
lols
then after tt learnt looking right and left on a march or smth
then xavier sir hiong us!
luckily a while ltr change and had campcraft
which we did not have for a long long time
learnt advanced knots
then had some competition or wad
lols
lucky me
no needa run
haha
then we were released
went home
then kianhow called me
ask me when i can do CIP in library
hmmm
must try to do more CIP......

Saturday
slacking day
woke up at 11.30
watch TV
then read newspaper
play FIFA 08....
then went to cut hair
wah.....
shiok
went home
played.....
then at night went to suntec city
walked around
tried macCafe's mocha frappe
quite nice.....
went home
watch wo cai wo cai wo cai cai cai!
damn funny
haha
ok
tt's all dudes
bb!


I am who I am.
11:46 PM
* Thursday, October 16, 2008 *
2day was a boring day as usual
watch the movie Jun-on
and lame ppl like wei heong are screaming abt
me and kianhow took turns to play FIFA 09 on the PSP
then issac like keep on pestering lar
lols!
didn't play bball coz not many ppl playing
and chalet was changed to 3-5 NOV
coz of training
sry guys!
just found out from bryan that the price is $600 in nov
and $400 in oct
wow!
$200 seh!
miss linda came to find us abt the attachment stuff
and told us wad cannot opt out le
sianx
actually wanna go de
but after she say there will be heavy workload
decided not to
and yew loong went!
ACT PRO!
haha
jkjk!

Haix
smth i feel tt parents dun understand us well enuff
like they tink it is very simple to get A1 for the subjects
when they got like F9 during their times?
lols
this is seriously funny man
and coz of this
our ressure are higher and higher
haix
not gonna tink abt results
coz its just a no.
although i noe i didn't do tt well
.......

If only i had a chance to say these to u
i WOULD GRAB tt OPPORTUNITY!
PLS let the chance come by!

getting ready to prepare myself for the chalet mood
although got 2 trainings be4 tt!
YAY!
CHALET here i come!


I am who I am.
5:26 PM
* Wednesday, October 15, 2008 *
Tuesday
had school
boring as usual
sit in class nth to do
watch kianhow get owned in FIFA 09
and playing it myself
and smth getting owned too
nth much lar
erm......
watched alvin and the chipmunks during sci lesson
damn funny lar
and the THEODORE is damn cute (not our class de arh)
haha
had HCL
released results fror compo and letter writing
okok lar
but lose to hao yong
=(
hao yong is damn zai in HCL!
ownage!
then continue watching alvin and the chipmunks for like 20 mins of the HCL lesson
and went to play bball after tt
bought a burger
then walked to bball court
played bball
was quite lan lar
and hao yong and dylan quite shy
haha
then the ng wei jie keep kp wad i keep blocking his ball
my fault?
hahas
managed to olay aikeen
haha
then played match with 2 sec 3s and 1 sec 2
budden after a while rain le so went back school
then we run run run
forget abt dylan
and he was like keeping the ball in the bag and in the rain
sorryyyy!
went to buy green tea and took bus home
went home to play FIFA 08! damn outdated lar
I WANT FIFA 09!
ARH!
and i realised it is easier to play on PSP
haha

Wednesday
did nth much as usual
played soccer for PE
kianhow damn funny lar
i was like to his left
then he looked right and look at the tennis court
and he wondered and asked where am i?
LOL!
haix
almost scored lar
the ball curled and curled and bang!
hit the post!
WALAO!
sian
then chuan ji also hit the post
haha
actually we win de lar
if my shot, chuan ji's shot and mr lee's shot had gone in.....
it would be like 5-5
then if kianhow was the keeper
he wouldn't have own goaled and could have saved joel's ball
then would be like 5-2
haha
but anw
we lost 5-2!!!
lols
started to rain
and we went back
didn't eat recess and then went bookshop with kianhow
went to see them collect mr ee's nametag
then go back class
bryan was like showing off mr ee's nametag
lols
had maths
and discovered tt i could have gotten higher lars and it was careless
haix
then tried to comfort hy
he looked sad
haix
as a fren
didn't help him much....
feel a bit guilty and sad....=(
next was malay budden malay alr over so free period
and dun have assembly so free period oso
the class was like in chaos lar
they go take away the cover of kianhows ball and go wear on their head
lols
look damn like F1 drivers
then miss linda ask those good in maths and sci go out
then give us some piece of paper about some attachment to some course
wah! got NUS sia!
budden dunno if going a not
anws i am going 3ple sci
so if go tt one
maybe cannot handle
haix
enuff of subject
during those free periods
was like emoing with hy and wm
then eat lunch and went for cca
did NYAA
and knew abt our scheldule for hols
walao
drill test on 8 nov
like damn early lar
haix
and hols training is on CHALET!
even more sianx
filled up NYAA
and was dismissed for RT!
YAY!
no PT!
haha
but fri got training! =(
played for a while
and feel down
got 2 big cuts on my right palm
damn pain lar
then go and wash
after tt played a while more and went to buy bbt with hy and wm
hy ordered blue coral snow shake and wm go follow
after tt he say wad not nice
dun see hy so gentle
actually damn rough de lar
he go poke the straw into the bbt damn hard
then some of it drop on wm's shirt and pants
lols
we were like amazed
haha
hy was like sry sry sry sry!
hahas
was a little shocked
hehe
went home
shall end here now and upload my MP3!
byeeee


I am who I am.
8:43 PM
* Monday, October 13, 2008 *
Saturday
went to dentist in the morning
then the dentist say cannot take out again.....
zzzzz
haix
dunno whether next month can take out successfully a not
went back home to pack my stuff and went to my aunt's condo which is behind wm's condo
played pool
damn tough lar at the starting
but after tt learn le then easier to play
played for abt 2 hrs then play table tennis
after tt went to play tennis
wah.....
use the squash racket very difficult to play tennis
then the ball keep flying out
lols
rested for a while then went to swim
swim a few laps then went to rest by the side and splash water at my cousin
whew.....2day is a exercise day!
went to bathe and eat dinner
then play my cousin's PSP and WII
while the adults play mahjong
went back at abt 10 pm
watched tv and ate ramly burger from the pasar malam! DELICIOUS!

Sunday
did nth much
watched Japan F1
then went to ah ma house to play with my cousin
eat chicken rice for dinner and then went pasar malam and buy takoyaki balls!
WTF lar....
i order sotong then they go give me 2 chicken and 1 sotong
zzzzz
signed in upon seeing hyliang's sms budden he not on9 so i go off9
???

Monday
went to school feeling sad
most likely getting back results
a bit nervous
1st 2 periods went to the dance studio to learn hip hop dance
quite fun.....
hahas
although my moves are like very de......
went for PE
played soccer
hahas
we scored through gz
then after tt lander scored in like 30 secs ltr
lols
after tt joel scored
then i become keeper and saved joel's 1 on 1!
WOOTS!
Man of the Match!
hahas
went for recess and then the fear came
HCL!
gave back results
damn lan
damn disappointed lars......
haiz
was like emoing for science lesson
watched a movie called wad i am sam?
miss linda was like quite engrossed in the movie
hahas
then during sci lesson tok all the crap
then felt better but not so good
haix
HCL!
WHY!!!!
WHY!!
maths lesson
then saw our marks
haha
relieved by my marks
if only my HCL better.....
haix
but I WILL STRIVE TO IMPROVE MYSELF
and GET BETTER AND BETTER......
the day will come!

When i look at u
i feel so happy and smiley
ur beautiful and youthful face
brightens my day......
IF ONLY........


I am who I am.
8:03 PM
* Friday, October 10, 2008 *
Thursday

Woke up at 9 am

thnx to my bro! URH!

after tt, followed mum to the market and buy some meat and potato and spinach

came home

peeled the spinach

then went to eat mac

ate the hotcake and sausage set with xtra egg

WTF

the egg like damn little and they charge $1!

went back home and wrote report while surfing blogs

haha

then went to cousin house to play for an ultimate 7 hrs (excluding breaks and stuff)

went home and bathe and watch TV!!

haixx

bored......



Friday

went to school and found out they rearrange the tables

then was sitting with yi shen, joel and ken

lols

then miss linda go call me and kian how out all thnx to levine

go frame us say wad we make a joke out of it

then learnt tt he keep on prankcalling ppl

F*** him lar!

then first period the miss lim nvr come into class then we slack!

damn sian lar

nth to do

then some lamo s went to play some "music"

2nd period was science

haix

score damn lan lar

52.5/65

WTF!

damn disappointed

whole day ruined!

then went through the paper and showed the marks for the whole term

can get higher de lor

the EOY paper can get like 55?

then SPA can get higher de lar like 20?

haix

but at least i got 80 for overall

recess

then play FIFA 09 on kianhow's PSP

then i play first half 0-0

then he play 2nd half and let in 2 goals

lols

then at like 80 mins

i play then score 1 and 1 shot hit the bar

lols

then mdm ng come in and it was free period again

sianx

go and see her mark the papers and found out tt i qns 1a and b wrong! WTF!

ARH!!!

but at least got 1 method mark i guess?

went for IT

boring.....

LE was so-so

gave out results for poem

scored 14/20

haix

so lan......



Seriously cross my fingers tt i score well for the other subjects!

I hope i can.......



yea....

and i saw mr ee and miss linda take the same bus

then mr ee go say wad i prankcall her

lols

then after tt 410 come le

then wave goodbye to miss linda

went to take 88 with winston

then alighted at MRT station de bus stop

walked to AMK hub and went to find bro and mum

ate some japanese food

cheap cheap de

wan me recommend u?

haha

went to sportslink and saw manutd's 40th anniversary shirt

damn cool

went to buy bbt and then went home to sleep

haha

damn shiok

feel so sry for those with cca

haha

going to play mahjong ltr

stopping here! BYE!


I am who I am.
7:05 PM
* Wednesday, October 8, 2008 *
Yay!
Exams over!
WOOOO!!!
huz discovered i haven been posting for like 3 weeks!
lols!
going to post almost everyday now!
Exams are over!
All of them okay okay lar
shldn't tok to much abt them or not........
haix
hope i can get good results lar
always get a weird feeling during exams
feel like its gonna be very fun after exams and very free like a bird
yea
i am free like a bird
but i am kinda feeling bored and not like wad i am feeling during exams
games......boring
nth to do at all
1 word
SIANX!
haix
be4 exams very busy
feel like if only it could be slack
budden after exams
feel like of only i am being kept busy
but not by CCAs!
haiz.......
ARH!
dunno wad to do
play soccer?
hu will actually want to play man?
Play basketball?
ok.......if only ppl play but so many of them are like living so damn bloody far!
Want to play FIFA 09!
can't wait for PCPS gathering and class chalet
haix
actually our class is like damn fun lar
if only we can be together for LIFE!
hahas
wishful thinking......
hmmm......
shall go and read blogs and do other boring stuffs.....
HOPE got more socca sessions and yea more fun things to do

I wish we could be there together
but.....haix....looks like we wun
if the world is abt to end
i will say these three words to u
* **** ***!

Random i guess?


I am who I am.
5:27 PM